is my birthday! ill be 18 years old and i cant even wait. and on top of that ill be seeing adam, hopefully..if not i dont know what im going to do tomorrow. if i cant see him ill be pretty upset..im still trying to find a ride to state tomorrow and i really hope i do.
so yes, i am at work right now with absolutley nothing to do. i really shouldnt compalin i mean i have the easiest job EVER but work does help pass the time.
any ways. i can not wait for next week. its going to be the best ever. my best friend, cmb, yeah well her mom is going to TN for the entire week i have mid-winter break. thats just the first part of celebrating my 18th birthday! once friday roles around were heading back up to state for the weekend.
i cant wait to see my boy, yeah hes kind of my boy now. i kissed him. a lot. and i like him, kind of a lot. were not dating yet and i still have that mentalitly of if were not dating then i can still flirt and kiss other boys. i mean, it is the truth. im single i can do what i want. but i really do like him. hes super cute and says the cutest things ever.
so i have also discovered that one of my other best friends is going to western with me next year! i was so happy, originally he said he was going to central and then went on college visits and then decided western was better so we’ll be continueing to party it up next year together!
So i figured i should stop by and say something. Well im quite excited about tomorrow, im going to State with my best franddddd<3 this is going to be really good. I cant wait to see a boyyyyyyy. yeah i think i like him. so im really glad im finally over my ex. i mean not completely but a lot more than i was.
i think im finally happy again too. ive quit looking at everything as being terrible so ya know, thats good.
snow day in GP..?! its like a miracle…i hope to spend my day sippin md’s with my bros tomorrow.
so, my latest delima is that i might like my best friend..hes a really great guy. cute, funny, so nice to me. i dont know what to think about boys any more. i still miss an ex, well 2 of them actually but im not quite sure any more.
second semester has started, all new classes. the classes themselves arent that great but i have pretty good people in most my classes.
i know this is pretty jumpy but my mind right now…